I woke up at 4:00 this morning, give or take a few sleepless minutes. There has been this thing that either keeps me awake or awakens my sleep nowadays. It's been going on for a while now. I have to get this off my back and off my chest and my spirit and my conscience. This has been really a splinter to my very own soul as of late. Before it's too late, it has to be spoken. It is my desire that my family know this. What they proclaim is what they do not know.
THE TRUTH.
It is not normal for a family to be torn asunder over belief. Religion. In my family it is the great pink elephant nobody speaks about in a room called life. Imagine a space where abandoning simple dialogue and everyday conversation with your own family and life long friends is normal because of ones faith. I wish really that this discussion didn't always fill my thoughts. But it does. A lot. Often. Maybe even always.
You see, I did not create a family of my own. No kids or wife thus far and therefore nothing to leave as an inheritance or leave behind. My life has always been in front of me. I feel like my reward in life is knowing the truth. It's all I have. I bet I won't even have a tombstone. I am okay with that. We are all dirt anyway. What God has gifted me is however the greatest of gifts. Not knowledge or wisdom or wealth, good teeth or great skin. None of that. This temple that I have ravaged beyond repair is still His handiwork. I have been gifted with The Truth. This truth must be spoken. It's all I really have. Nothing else matters. Many people know this. I am not special.
We do not get to choose. We have always been chosen. Before our creation our creator knew us. He always has and therefore always will. If you are trying to do enough, you never will and never have. It has already been done. What was accomplished on the cross will intersect the most substantial crossroad in your life. Religion is idolatry to our Holy Father. If you identify as a denomination, you have been mislead. The question is not what religion are you. That's elementary. The answer to all religion is faith.
TO WHOM DO YOU BELONG?
If that is followed by the words Baptist, Methodist, Mormon, Jehovah's Witness, Catholic, or insert any other religion, you are, none of His....Yet. Your idol is your faith in something other than the firm Rock and solid foundation and cornerstone that was laid with the blood sweat and tears of Yeshua.
We are bought with a price. How do we ever repay that?
Faith is the currency that forgiveness requires. Not religion.